Sometimes, I wonder
How bad it looks behind the walls
Of hate, I show
I count the days reminding me I cannot hope
Or play, or fall

You’ve got a new hairdo, but I still have the same old walls
You don’t get, I’ll do it on my own
You’re glad to see me doing shows, can you believe how hard it was
To say and to grow

You couldn’t be brave, you blame it on me
(Don’t act like I’m the medal)
You weren’t that fine, I had to be free
(I face the remains all alone now)
I cannot care
But I loved who you were

Please don’t think you’re a part of it all
Being that down is not a goal
And I can’t thank you, even if you’re asking for

I have never cried
I was too busy counting all the lies

You couldn’t be brave, you blame it on me
(Don’t act like I’m the medal)
You weren’t that fine, I had to be free
(I face the remains all alone now)
I cannot care
But I loved who you were

Look inside
These are some pictures of my scars
You weren’t blind
I don’t know what you’re waiting for
Don’t act like I’m the medal
Cause I will not be grateful