I care a lot I fall for strangers I blame my heart Iâm still « the other »
I donât make moves But I can write twenty one songs about you I donât need proof Iâve hated myself more than youâll ever do
Iâm not perfectly quiet Or perfectly calm Or perfectly anything theyâll always want me to Always been loud so you could see me in crowds Hopelessly scared to fully disappear here too
Baby Iâm not what youâve signed for How could you be so sure
Iâve lost a friend Been ruined by lovers (ruined by lovers) Too proud to say (say) How truly I miss her
I know itâs harder at night (It will get better someday) Still tryna figure out (I might not only be straight) Itâs okay to cry (It doesnât mean youâre not brave) Iâve got your back
Iâm not perfectly quiet Or perfectly calm Or perfectly anything theyâll always want me to Always been loud so you could see me in crowds Hopelessly scared to fully disappear here too
Baby Iâm not what youâve signed for (Ouhohohoh) How could you be so sure