Getting too busy to make amends
I should try to make it right
Are you ready for the shit to hit?
I think you say you are, but aren´t
Doctor, make it better instantly

You´re the only one who can
I´ve been waiting here my whole damn life
And I´ve forgotten what I wanted

Maybe I can do it if I put my back into it
I can leave here if I wanted, but there´s nowhere else that I can go
Maybe I won´t suffer if I find a way to love her
I´d be lying to myself, but there is no way out that I can see

If I lied, you´d know it instantly
So I just had to look away
All the honesty I´ve ever lost
I can´t begin to even curse
I never knew the taste of blood ´til now
It´s clear I never should´ve known
Breathing fire was never this much fun

So there´s a dark side in us all

Maybe I can do it if I put my back into it
I can leave here if I wanted, but there´s nowhere that else I can go
Maybe I won´t suffer if I find a way to love her
I´d be lying to myself, but there is no way out that I can see