Wish I was too dead to cry
My self-affliction fades
Stones to throw at my creator
Masochists to which I cater

You don´t need to bother; I don´t need to be
I´ll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on, I won´t let go til it bleeds

WIsh I was too dead to care
If indeed I cared at all
Never had a voice to protest
So you fed me shit to digest
I wish I had a reason; my flaws are open season
For this, I gave up trying
One good turn deserves my dying

You don´t need to bother; I don´t need to be
I´ll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on, I won´t let go til it bleeds

Wish I´d died instead of lived
A zombie hides my face

Shell forgotten with its memories
Diaries left with cryptic entries

And you don´t need to bother; I don´t need to be
I´ll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on, I won´t let go til it bleeds

You don´t need to bother; I don´t need to be
I´ll keep on slipping farther
But once I hold on..I´ll never live down my deceit