One more time, I´ll make it clear
This some shit I hate to share
Escape this life or pay the fare
Grab this gun and aim it there

Shoot my pain and slay my fear
Before I die, I say my prayer
Don´t worry about the mess, just lay me there
This is all I got, so lay me bare
Look, one more time, I´ll make it clear
This some shit I hate to share
Escape this life or pay the fare
Grab this gun and aim it there
Shoot my pain and slay my fear
Before I die, I say my prayer
Don´t worry about the mess, just lay me there
This is all I got, so lay me bare

Lord, help me, please, I´m breaking down
Tryna call my name and take my crown
Little bit of pain, I´ll paint the town
When they put me in my grave, don´t make a sound
´Cause there´s still some days I find it hard

Smoke my spliff and write my bars
I know they see me climb the charts
But plaques won´t help me find my heart
Yo, God, what´s good? I need you bad
Devil´s in my ear, I need you back
Got scars in my soul, I´ve been attacked
Even when I´m low, I seem relaxed
But then year´s been mad, I lost my way
They think I went ghost to drop my tape
Not knowing that I fell and lost my faith
Like, Satan, please no, not today
So fuck this shit, this ain´t a joke
Just to get away, I take a toke
I took this pain and made a boat
Lord knows how the fuck it´s staying afloat
Last year, I cried too many times
Weren´t for Flipz and weren´t for rhymes
Weren´t for Rachel, weren´t for Kelly

Man, them people saved my life
Like man´a get low sometimes, so low sometimes
Airplane mode on my phone sometimes
Sitting in my house with tears in my face
Can´t answer the door to my bro sometimes
Roaming around all alone sometimes
Don´t know sometimes
I was a young Ned Stark
But this shit´s like Game of Thrones sometimes

One more time, I´ll make it clear
This some shit I hate to share
Escape this life or pay the fare
Grab this gun and aim it there
Shoot my pain and slay my fear
Before I die, I say my prayer
Don´t worry about the mess, just lay me there
This is all I got, so lay me bare

Look, one more time, I´ll make it clear
This some shit I hate to share
Escape this life or pay the fare
Grab this gun and aim it there
Shoot my pain and slay my fear
Before I die, I say my prayer
Don´t worry about the mess, just lay me there
This is all I got, so lay me bare

Like, bro, I can´t believe I saw my dad
Still up in the ends, still driving cabs
He said, "Yo, son, I need a car"
I kissed my teeth and turned my back
Like "Nigga, you ain´t seen my face for years
Nigga, you ain´t seen my face for time
And the first thing you´re asking for is that?
Fuck you, that´s where I draw the line!"
Should´ve dashed through a rack like, "Keep the change"

And fuck letting go, I´ll keep the pain
23 years, I´m still the same
When you hear this, I hope you feel ashamed
Cah´ we were broke like what the fuck
Mum did well to hold us up
But yet she still forgave your arse
But Mumzy´s cool, I´m cold as fuck
Fuck that! I´m still not over this
Fuck that! Nah, I´m still not over this
Flipz told me someone died in Heath
Like, "Please don´t say I know the kid"
When I heard TS, I kissed my teeth
And then I broke down in disbelief
My bro TH and Yogi too
Man, I´ll be damned to miss the streets
But I still got old school friends that I shoulda been cool with
Man that I ride for, man I went school with

Man that I love and man I kicked ball with
My phone´s there, just call it
But I guess things just got strange for me
But you all grew fast and gracefully
I left my hood and grabbed the mic
And I got me a girl that prays for me

One more time, I´ll make it clear
This some shit I hate to share
Escape this life or pay the fare
Grab this gun and aim it there
Shoot my pain and slay my fear
Before I die, I say my prayer
Don´t worry about the mess, just lay me there
This is all I got, so lay me bare
Look, one more time, I´ll make it clear
This some shit I hate to share
Escape this life or pay the fare

Grab this gun and aim it there
Shoot my pain and slay my fear
Before I die, I say my prayer
Don´t worry about the mess, just lay me there
This is all I got, so lay me bare