Am I dying to live?
Maaui on the beats so it´s a banger
I don´t wanna cry anymore
No, I don´t wanna die all alone
Am I dying to live, or am I living to die?

I been holding all these tears back, I don´t wanna cry anymore
No, I don´t wanna die all alone
I don´t wanna feel this pain anymore
Cause baby I can´t take it, I can´t face ´em
My heart is breakin´

Am I dying to live, or am I living to die?
I been holding all these tears back, I don´t wanna cry anymore
No, I don´t wanna die all alone (I don´t wanna die all alone)
I don´t wanna feel this pain anymore uh
Cause baby, I can´t take it
Left my feelings in the past ´cause I can´t face ´em
I don´t think they understand uh, my heart is breakin´, my heart is breakin´

I don´t wanna feel this pain
Might get chained up for some shit I did before the rap ´cause lately, its been fuckin´ with my brain (Brain)
Relying on you to keep me sane ´cause, you was there before the fame
And money came when I was at my lowest in the rain
For that you get a plain jane, put my past on you
No, it ain´t fair, but fasho, I put my last on you
To make it clear, load up this stick and let off rounds for you (You-you)
I´ll take it there, for you I´ll take it there
And I don´t trust niggas round´ with me uh
´Cause I don´t know if they gon´ clap for me or gon kill me uh

And that´s word to Mink
Voice of the trenches they gon´ listen, every time I preach
"PTSD" now I can´t function it be hard for me, it be hard for me
Boy his ass a bitch I shoulda, shot ´em in his artery, I meant to say ovaries
Shout out to the last bitch who played me, my chain 4 degree
Fuck it I´m a die a legend that´s how it was supposed to be
Bitch ass niggas

Am I dying to live, or am I living to die?
I been holding all these tears back, I don´t wanna cry anymore
No, I don´t wanna die all alone (I don´t wanna die all alone)

I don´t wanna feel this pain anymore uh
Cause baby, I can´t take it
Left my feelings in the past ´cause I can´t face ´em
I don´t think they understand uh, my heart is breakin´, my heart is breakin´

Am I dying to live, or am I living to die?
I don´t wanna cry anymore
No, I don´t wanna die all alone (I don´t wanna die all alone)
I don´t wanna feel this pain anymore
I don´t wanna cry anymore
No, I don´t wanna die all alone