Called you on your private number, left a message on your mobile phone. Even tried the operator. When I call no one’s home
Trying so hard to reach you, try to keep this thing alive

You’re the one I need to speak to. Didn’t you know there’s a monster inside

If you’re gone I’ll carry on but deep inside I’ll give my heart to the winter
If you leave I’ll take this blade and carve your name into my ugliness

So I went and sat in Crystal Palace. By the plastic dinosaurs
In my pocket there’s a piece of paper and the writing looks like yours
Started picking through our conversations
Picking through the rotting leaves
Never realised the implication didn’t you know there’s a monster in me

If you’re gone I’ll carry on but deep inside I’ll give my heart to the winter

If you leave I’ll take this blade and carve your name into my ugliness
Summer’s gone and there’s no sun, what have I done, I’ve lost my love to the winter
Now my heart is cold and dark what have I done I’ve given my love away