Sitting here stressing at 2:30am About how fast the year can go I wonder where it went If we start all over again, would it really work I know that you could be, could be, coming back to me
Mesmorised, but of thoughts of fear Traumatised, I´m so scared to feel Wanna stop thinking gotta get to sleep Gotta wake up fresh, get on my feet Push the thought of you away Do it today
I´m older than my years Drowning in my tears Surrounded by the fear Since you went away, a year ago At Christmas
You locked away your secrets Kept them away from me I only came to say goodbye, now you finally see You wanna start all over again, make it work this time
But I don´t wanna end up feeling far away from fine
I memorised, what you said to me So surprised, it was hell to be So frustrated with the way we were Not a single word could make it work Now look at us today We blew it away
I´m older than my years Drowning in my tears Surrounded by the fear Since you went away, a year ago At Christmas