Never get close when I want it Every little spark has left me burned Kinda wanna die when you get quiet Maybe it´s you I don´t deserve
So at one point, I stopped calling In a few weeks, we´ll stop talking ‘Cause I´d rather break my own heart Than to let you be what caused it Honestly, there´s a part of me that´s scared I´ll never find it So at one point, I stopped trying
Maybe I´m just a masochist Maybe I´m scared that when we kiss I won´t live up to who you think I am And I´ll be let down again
So at one point, I stopped calling In a few weeks, we´ll stop talking
‘Cause I´d rather break my own heart Than to let you be what caused it Honestly, there´s a part of me that´s scared I´ll never find it So at one point, I stopped trying
In my own body I´m out to get me No, you can´t be what he wants New York City Was special to me But I don´t get what I want
So at one point, I stopped calling In a few weeks, we´ll stop talking ‘Cause I´d rather break my own heart
Than to let you be what caused it Honestly, there´s a part of me that´s scared I´ll never find it So at one point, I stopped trying Mm, I stopped trying