I can say things I don´t always mean
When people get too close to me
Don´t know where it comes from honestly
And you weren´t perfect yeah, you have your lows
But I´d say you got pretty close

Don´t know how you could put up with me

I was so caught up in my own thoughts
Don´t think that I understood
When you said that you just couldn´t take it
That I would lose you for good

Oh, I didn´t think this over
Fell back when you got closer
After I just put you right through hell
You couldn´t hate me more than I hate myself
I´d always act so selfish at shit I hadn´t dealt with
After I just put you right through hell
You couldn´t hate me more than I hate myself

We both know I might be the worst at goodbyes
But I look at you straight in a line

And acted like I´d be fine
Sometimes when I care I think I tend to shut off
Like nothing could matter enough
Why would you let me keep doing that
You should´ve stopped me, but

I was so caught up in my own thoughts
Don´t think that I understood
When you said that you just couldn´t take it
That I would lose you for good

Oh, I didn´t think this over
Fell back when you got closer
After I just put you right through hell
You couldn´t hate me more than I hate myself
I´d always act so selfish at shit I hadn´t dealt with
After I just put you right through hell

You couldn´t hate me more than I hate myself

So off I go to hurt you again
I shut you out to try to forget
That I´m the one who´s fucked in the end
Cause baby, you´ll be happier with someone else
So off I go to hurt you again
I shut you out to try to forget
That I´m the one who´s fucked in the end
Cause you couldn´t hate me more than I hate myself

I didn´t think this over
Fell back when you got closer
After I just put you right through hell
You couldn´t hate me more than I hate myself