i woke up at seven and my body was vibrating
i was wrapped up in a blanket
i was grey
damp and sore
the bedroom was an engine and my heartbeat was erratic

(like i think i´m at the racing
like the night before)
i remember one girl standing
one was sitting on the ground
one was holding me up
the other pulling me down
and i couldn´t decide which one was real
because there wasn´t a sound
(like i was pregnant again... )

"don´t move don´t blink don´t think don´t even breathe" she said
"or the photograph will spoil
and cut you off at the head"
so i was sucking
i was sucking like a fat lady would
but i couldn´t hold it down another second
(bleagh!)

"don´t twitch don´t shout don´t think don´t even breathe" she said
"or the photograph will spoil and cut you off at the head"
so i was sweating
i was sweating like a fat lady would...
and i woke up
with a man inside my mouth
(this won´t hurt at all... )