Discarded a broken escape Fortunate to be in this state Firing on a boredom innate Chewing on a ticking grenade Listening to the comforting shade
Instinctive I´m supporting a string of destructive habits And fighting more that I care to admit Crumbling from a sudden dead weight Here lies me Now what´s the meaning
Oh won´t you tell me Now won´t you tell me the point I was trying to find myself I wasn´t looking for you
But you gave me the point I was trying to kill myself What else was I gonna do I had a pretty good time
A long goodbye Ascension to demise A vow to break A lesson for the wise
I was put here to survive Why is your burden mine
Holding space for this There´s a place we must have missed And they´re open real late And I believe that we should go as a consolation But directions are unknown
Tonight would be the perfect time For us to reach the peak
It takes a lot to try to care
The truth´s below the surface Beneath the deep When you live on the thinnest air And even condescension comes with a fee
Slow to care
Now you tell me the point I was trying to find myself I wasn´t looking for you
But you gave me the point I was trying to kill myself What else was I gonna do I had a pretty good time