I reminisce on the last Christmas I spent with my mom and my dad
I´m still trippin´ wishin´ that I could go back to know what I´m missin´
It´s a mystery, oh, how´d I forget?

I´m not a magician, I´m tryna fix this shit that I can´t
Memories made me sick
I hope the past the hardest that it gets
Momma said she drinkin´, to forget
I told my momma, "Save your son a sip"
Tryna slow my breath and get a grip
I think life is harder than in death
They´re in Heaven, I´m the one that´s left (They left)

I did things that I knew were wrong but
Time just keeps movin´ on and
No matter which way I run
I can´t go back to the way it was, no
I broke bones and I shed some blood and
Time took a few friends I love and
No matter which way I run

I can´t go back to the way it was, no

Ooh, ooh, ooh
And I can´t go back to the way it was, no
Ooh, ooh, ooh
And I can´t go back to the way it was, no
Ooh, ooh, ooh
(Hold this moment while you can)
(Tell your people that you care)
(Do it all while you still can)

I can´t go back to the way it was, no (Can´t go back to the )
I said I can´t go back to the way it was, nah, oh (No, no)
I can´t go back to the way it was, no