I´m addicted to the pain you put me through
I don´t know why I love you, but I do
I try to run away, but without you
I´m broken

I´m fallin´ into pieces, I´m chokin´
Talkin´ to the ceilin´
Paranoia got me scared, to get high
There´s a monster inside me and it´s buried alive
I´m off the deep end, do you dare me to dive?
Ripped out my heart and I barely survived
Right from the start, I was there when you cried

I´m way too high, I wasted
Way too much time, I hate it
My feelings were in disguise, I know it´s harder to fake it
The devil was in your eyes, but I believed I could change it
It´s forty to your dome, if you try to leave me alone

Had a forty to my skull, if you leave me here on my own
Your heart is like my wrist, I guess that bitch on froze
I knew that when I met you, I guess it´s my fault

I´m addicted to the pain you put me through
I don´t know why I love you, but I do
I try to run away, but without you
I´m broken

Guess it is my fault
Listen to my Instinct, turn into a ghost
Only you can make me, take my armor off
You used to be my safety, used to be my cross
I thought you would save me, I thought you were God

Wishin´ for an end, we´d all be better off
It´s easy to pretend, but I never forgot
You got everything that you wanted
Stop it, let me build some confidence
Yeah, you squashed it, you could´ve been my prophetess
Shit got toxic, addicted to your opulence
And what it cost? You ain´t thinkin´ ´bout the consequences

I´m addicted to the pain you put me through
I don´t know why I love you, but I do
I try to run away, but without you
I´m broken
I´m addicted to the pain you put me through
I don´t know why I love you, but I do
I try to run away, but without you

I´m broken