When I think of you in the city The sight of you among the signs I get a sudden sinking feeling Of a man about to fly It never kept me up before
But now I´ve been awake for days I can´t fight it anymore I´m going through an awkward phase
I am secretly in love with Everyone that I grew up with Do my crying underwater And I can´t get down any farther All my drowning friends can see Now there is no running from It´s become the crux of me I wish that I could rise above it
But I stay down With my demons And I stay down With my demons
Passing buzzards in the sky Alligators in the sewers I don´t even wonder why They hide among the underheels Huddle with them all night long The worried talk to god goes on I sincerely tried to love her Wish that I could rise above it
But I stay down With my demons I stay down With my demons Etc.
Can I stay here I can sleep On the floor
Paint a blood And? On the door Do not think I´m going places anymore I want to see the sun come up above New York
Oh, every day I start so great and then the sunlight dims The less I look the more I see the pythons and the limbs Do not know what´s wrong with me The sour´s in the cup But when I walk into a room I do not light it up