Barter and trade, always passive-aggressive In spite of who you say you are Smother my name under soil and dirt in the earth Widen the distance apart Fuck an apology, I´m not sorry for anything
I´ve been holding back my apathy for far too long You don´t deserve what you haven´t earned And your place in my heart has just grown so small
I´d like to think that you´re worth my time But you embody everything that I hate Take a good hard look at what you see I´ve lost all my hope and all my faith ´Cause when I barely fuck up, you just recoil and weep What do you want from me? I´m just a kid who got in too deep My walls are built up high, forever bound to be steep I´ve got a birds´ eye view of all the secrets you keep
Try to tell me that you knew from the start That I would come to know that most would never enter my heart Because I´m colder than the others, it´s what sets me apart You manipulate and try to shine a light on my dark But this is my life, you should bounce & never call again No more strife, go find it in the souls of the other men You know you´re not as smart as you look I´m gonna take back what you took
You know you´re not as smart as you look I´m going to take back what you took And you didn´t know shit from the start And you didn´t know shit from the start