Planning my attack just before you come back around Maybe I´m wrong but I don´t know how to back down I never fit in, you know I don´t belong But you know that I don´t care when you and me are strong
Cause I´m a vampire y´all We toast the blood of our enemies You´re still scaring me, no, still scaring me, no And we don´t fit in Wonder what it´s like when you´re living with someone like me I´m a freak and I´m nervous when it´s easy Feral days, and I´m sex crazed I put it in with my animal ways That´s the sign I was born to be living in I ran around and gave the finger to the Ritalin You know you calm me down and I can´t say why You say goodbye and burn my eyes A thousand July´s I hope you find I´d give you the words, but no words come to mind But you turn me so cold, so I tell you lies When you let me in, it´s like a thousand Julys
When you left, I felt the drop like a boom Wintertime all alone in your bedroom I don´t blame you and I know I´m not your friend How we live, young American I guess I´ve always known, I´d be on my own, I´d be on my own, and I don´t know why, I don´t know why A thousand Julys I know you´ll find I´d say the words, but no words come to mind But you let me in, and I don´t know why But when you come, it´s like a thousand Julys A thousand Julys That´s what you are I´d tell you to come back now, but we´ve gone too far And we´ve burned it out now I don´t even try