gone under two times. I´ve been struck dumb by a voice that speaks from deep beneath the cold black water. It´s twice as clear as heaven,
and twice as loud as reason. It´s deep and rich like silt on a riverbed and just as undisturbing. the currents mouth below me opens up around me. suggests and beckons all while swallowing. It surrounds and drowns and sweeps me away.
But I´m so comfortable...Too comfortable.
shut up shut up shut up shut up shut up shut up shut up shut up you´re saturating me So how could I let this bring me back to my knees again again again
under for the third time. I´ve been baptized by your voice. it screams from deep beneath the endless water.
and it´s half as high as heaven and half as clear as reason. it´s cold and and black like silt on the riverbed. But I´m so comfortable. Far too comfortable. Why don´t you kill me, I´m weak and numb and insignificant, and I´m back on my knees. lost in euphoria. I´m back down. I´m in the undertow. I´m helpless and awake in the undertow. I´ll die within your undertow. It seems there´s no other way out of this undertow.