What happened to the kids? A bunch of fucked up shit that happened where we lived Niggas braggin´ and pro backing it at the crib, yeah
I was throwin´ blows, toe taggin´ it at the crib, yeah Fightin´ niggas older than me My older brother said he won´t defend me I´m like, "Fuck it, nigga, don´t defend me" I know the Lord sent me I sense Jehova in me every time my soul is empty I know the devil on my shoulder heavy But the Lord´ll always have some soldiers ready I´ve exposed how deadly this war can get already Mind, body, flesh, and my flesh I know the heavens and the hells Is both fightin´ for my soul when I rest I got these tightened up holes in my chest They feel cold in my vest And still, I pray my son´ll grow in my steps So he can get that same feelin´ at night And know his life got a purpose
And he ain´t gotta pop a pill in his life Ain´t gotta hit them corners, chillin´ wit´ them killers at night Like I did, and make mistakes that I did, tryna provide for my kid I can´t let him just rumble through all of the fumble that I did ´Cause honestly, so many times when all of these niggas I just can´t Let his life fall into shambles, know this, life is all a gamble But we bettin´ from this angle, nigga I´m tryna teach my brothers ´bout the dangers, nigga Cold world, I´m tryna make some fuckin´ changes nigga Give us somethin´ that´s gon´ change us nigga Positive conversations when niggas angry, nigga
Instead of throwin´ us in cages nigga Section 8, they got us livin´ by these wages nigga Stop treatin´ us like we dangerous nigga And maybe we´ll stop bein´ so dangerous nigga A lot of niggas out here stainin´ niggas If he your color, he your brother, you can´t hate this nigga
Self-hatred what they taught us And look at all the shit it brought us Mothers, daughters, sons, and sisters all in coffins And what we got to show? Somebody that´s recordin´ nigga Mental illness at an all-time high We so caught up in the ´Gram, tryna be all-time fly
So much, you can´t even show up in the same clothes Somebody always lurkin´, they clockin´ your same pose Callin´ all women hoes, you know how the sayin´ goes Everywhere I go, I see the same hoes But that´s the same shit I´m sayin´, don´t save souls Am I a hypocrite for sayin´ them same roles I´m tryna change life, change mines, and change yours But bitch, I´m only human, I fall in the same toes sometimes