[Cassper Nyovest] I keep on pacing up and down the room And I keep looking at this fuckinĀ“ rope My mama text me sayinĀ“ "See you soon" But will I make it? I donĀ“t know
I donĀ“t wanna die but, I also donĀ“t wanna hurt Found a pot of gold but, still feel like I need to search, word! Success ainĀ“t everything that I assumed, cause I feel lonely in these crowded rooms (Mmh) CanĀ“t even tell if itĀ“s plastic or real They love me but I feel inadequate still I mean I try to stay focused and ignore it but the pressure will build Will be ashamed if I donĀ“t set up my kids I mean IĀ“m booming right now but, how long is my reign gonĀ“ last? (Mmh?) I feel like IĀ“m one wrong step away from becoming the same old Cass (Mmh) I donĀ“t wanna go back Wanna move forward but I donĀ“t have all the energy Especially when friends is busy siding with enemies
Thought you knew me better than all these made up analogies How could I be happy when everybody is mad at me? You could tell IĀ“m lonely by all these memes in my gallery Busy burning bridges when I should be burning calories WishinĀ“ that we all came with rechargable batteries Wanna end it all but gotta think of my family (Fuck!) Now IĀ“m forced to smile with niggas like Scoop (Mmh, mmh) Who donĀ“t love me like they say that they do (Mmh, mmh) I can see it in the way that they move (Mmh, mmh) Niggas do you false and say they livinĀ“ they truth
[Boogie, with Cassper Nyovest] Who got receipts for what a prayer do? (Uh) You let me fall, that let me know that IĀ“m unbreakable (Uh) Your sink food, that let me know how that ate at you (Uh) Come see my plate and all the shit they make me cater to (Uh) It ainĀ“t no space for you cause I done been confined to it (Uh) AinĀ“t nothing perfect like my vessel if I fine-tune it (Uh) Man I been thirsty than a bitch, been tryna find fluid (Uh) I got a waterfall to find out that itĀ“s diluted (Uh) I see the sun inside my son so I been, super shaded but illuminated (Uh)
CanĀ“t do this self so I went super Saiyan (Uh) My Neo-Soul can make it through the Matrix (Woah-woah) Clear through my basement I been fumigated This shit got me bugginĀ“ uh IĀ“m still the slave, I got a noose inside my stomach uh My free shackles, turn the jewellery for the function uh My self destruction look like something-something-something uh
[Cassper Nyovest] And I fear God but tell the devil we could run it uh Your inner beauty never paid you, truth is ugly huh? IĀ“m so confused I see the darkness when the sun is out
Yo tell the truth, when we meet you just see money huh? ItĀ“s been a minute since I fell in love Been soul searchinĀ“, I been meaning to tell Was unavailable, they needed my help See I convinced the whole damn world to believe in me bruh When I donĀ“t even believe in myself IĀ“m not as honest as you think I am, IĀ“m just as filtered as your Instagram I mean IĀ“m really mean just with a bit of trickery I donĀ“t trust a soul, I be like Mr. Bean My spirit the reason people look up, sort of like Listerine Scratch beneath the surface No matter how I word it Could never tell the truth to my fans, they think IĀ“m perfect
I know IĀ“m real, and I know IĀ“m fake DonĀ“t know my fate, but I know my faith Tryna control my pace Believe in God, and the pearly gates So if I die, I hope my soul you take I know that heaven is a stretch but IĀ“m hoping that you hold my place I know IĀ“ll make it, though I made mistakes Father protect me when I walk through the shadows of the valley of death With no fear of the darkness though IĀ“m hearing the threats When I walk through the shadows of the valley of death With no fear of the darkness, say that shit with my chest