I see, black skies, and white lies, I´d rather be
Dead, filling my head with different enemies
Thoughts consuming me, fueling my insecurities
As the ground right under crumbles as if it wasn´t there

It´s too much, my heart´s crushed, I´m not alive
I won´t allow myself happiness ´cause it´s all lies
I´ve seen the pain, I´ve run away so many times
Death and I are companions, it´s here at all times
I won’t love, won’t trust, I’m bone thug, I can’t feel, but managed to steal your heart love
Was dirt poor, now fuck whores and want love
It seems that anything offered could be enough but
As time, body falls
Don’t know, who to call
Alone, in my heart, got tatt
Of it broke
I’m so fucking numb, my life has succumb
To ha-tred, and death, alone in the snow