Psssh This ain´t even like sober thoughts, this is like Yak thoughts, man It´s like really real shit right now Uh
Smokin´ and drinkin´, drinkin´ and smokin´ Hopin´ for hope, but I´m hopeless Too much distractions, I´m losin´ my focus Too much pain, could barely notice the beauty in things Too much mental commotion, man I´m tryna to get back to the way I was I´m tired of escapin´, I´m tired of the drugs I be havin´ these relations but hidin´ my love (Damn) And instead of chasin´, I´m like, "That bitch is a dub" Uh, feelin´ the need to keep my heart on freeze Suffocatin´ my feelings, instead of letting ´em breathe Knowin´ I´m hurting inside but act like shit is a breeze
´Cause my heart is too heavy to wear that shit on my sleeve I stand tall, but I sit on that throne like a Queen Prayin´ is the only time I ever get on my knees These niggas really afraid of me, this is what I believe (Mm-hmm) You can hate, but don´t play with me, I keep one with a beam (Grrr) Paranoid, ever since I seen my brother dead (Damn) Observin´ niggas, yeah, that´s why I´m always one ahead Try and get these evil thoughts out of my fucking head It ain´t normal when you gotta bring your gun to bed, real shit
Damn I can´t even sleep without it, man That´s a different type of paranoia, man You don´t understand that pain, man That fame, man, that fame, man, listen We still on timin´, you feel me?
Ayy, uh Told my fans to pray for me because I´m losin´ it (Pray for me) Ain´t just drinkin´ the Henny now, I´m abusin´ it (Damn) I don´t even get a buzz because I´m used to it (Damn) In other words, I feel numb, I´m immune to it The relationship with my mother ain´t been good lately (Mama) That´s probably why I´m always fightin´ with my old lady (Yo, mama)
And I´m too thorough to ever let a hoe play me If I´m loyal and she cheat, I´d probably go crazy (Facts) Mentally been on my own lately (Huh) Man, y´all don´t know lately (Huh) I kinda been out of my zone lately No shows lately, ain´t been on the road lately (Damn) Gettin´ high ´cause I´ve been low lately All this COVID shit, I´m over it (Facts) This new election, I don´t know with it (Mm) I´m kind of skeptical But this America, you gotta, hmm Shut up and go with it The government, ain´t no controllin´ it, huh?
Ain´t no controlling that, man Huh, you just gotta live through it, man
It´s life You know what I mean? It´s where we live, man
Uh, circle gettin´ smaller, money gettin´ taller Fuck who you are, I´m judgin´ you by your aura No doorman, it´s Young M.A who open doors up (Facts) I built my brand from the floor up (Facts) Came from the bottom, made some hundreds Then I doubled my commas (Mm-hmm) Went from wearin´ white tees, to cashin´ out on designers But still rock white tees, still humble, I promise (Mm-hmm) But I´m all about that green like Hennessy and Hpnotiq Huh, I´m like incredible Hulk when I´m walking (Huh)
If you talk about me when I see you, ain´t no talkin´ (Huh) I had a heart, then I lost it, I´ve been hurt too often (Damn) Playing defense with my heart, no more playing offense (Nope) God first, I can´t let the Devil get to me I will never change if I keep drinkin´ this Hennessy But I will never lose, because I know this shit was meant for me And bro I know you´re gone, but I still need you to live for me (I need you) It´s the realest shit I ever wrote If I don´t say it in my music, you will never know (Never know) Like this hunnid racks I´m holdin´, I will never fold (Never)
Goin´ back broke, that´s a place I´ll never go (Never)
I´m never goin´ Never go broke again Can never lose (Can never lose) Told ´em, "I can never lose" (Told ´em, "I can never lose") Told ´em, "I can never lose" (Told ´em, "I can never lose") Told ´em, "I can never lose" (Told ´em, "I can never lose") Can never lose (Can never lose)