Why I feel like I been fallin´ again? (Fallin´ again) The ones that wanna see me lose, I still wanna see them win (I still wanna see them win)
Damaged from the storm, I lost my heart in the wind (I lost my heart in the wind) Every time I embrace my love, I just get crossed again (I just get crossed again) My brother signed them forty-two months, I don´t know how my mama feelin´ (I don´t know how my mama feelin´) She ain´t get over Quan death, she steady worryin´ on how I´m livin´ (I´m good) Reassurin´ my brothers I love ´em, I remember all the times we was livin´ (All the times we was livin´) Selective hearing, I still remember the last sound when they killed him (Damn, Quan) Losin´ touch with all my dogs, we ain´t been seein´ eye-to-eye (Ain´t been seein´ eye-to-eye) Been tryna go hard for ´em, but all I can do is try (But all I can do is try)
I ain´t been rappin´ on drill beats, be thinkin´ ´bout suicide (Thinkin´ ´bout suicide) Layin´ in my bed tryna stay strong, but all I do is cry (But all I do is cry) I been lost with no direction Second guessin´ my thoughts and my selections Tryna grow out my past, but you won´t let me Tryna better myself, self-perfection (Self-perfection) I want mind, body, your personality, your inner thoughts, and your complexion (Your complexion) Had a close eye on my dream, how I lost sight and got distracted?
Heart beatin´ fast, I done lost control of my heart pace I don´t know how much more I can take, but my heart ache (But my heart ache)
Tired of bein´ alone, I need a helping hand for God sake (For God sake) I just wanna get away and give my mind a break (And give my mind a break)
If I look around, I´m still surrounded by fake smiles (Fake smiles) Son on the way and I´m tryna figure out what I´m gon´ do now (Like what?) But I´m nervous, all the dirt I did, I don´t deserve it (I don´t deserve this shit) Isolatin´ my thoughts, I´m regeneratin´ my circle (My circle) Switchin´ lanes fast, my eyes flashin´ murder (Flashin´ murder) Love you to death, man, I´m sorry that I hurt you (Sorry that I hurt you) Sorry again, I won´t betray you (I won´t betray you)
My soul bleedin´ out, I´m waitin´ And I´m cruisin´ on the highway in my thoughts
Heart beatin´ fast, I done lost control of my heart pace (Of my heart pace) I don´t know how much more I can take, but my heart ache (But my heart ache) Tired of bein´ alone, I need a helping hand for God sake (For God sake) I just wanna get away and give my mind a break (And give my mind a break) Heart beatin´ fast, I done lost control of my heart pace (I done lost control) I don´t know how much more I can take, but my heart ache (But my heart ache) Tired of bein´ alone, I need a helping hand for God sake (For God sake) I just wanna get away and give my mind a break (And give my mind a break)
Woah, give my mind a break I just wanna be alone For God sake My heart ache Just wanna be alone