You know, like Life be fucked up, it got a funny way of twisting things, know what I´m sayin´? You just gotta watch and be prepared It´s like, before I self destruct
In a moment, your life could be over
Yeah, I ain´t on no sad boy shit, when I spit the shit, I bet the streets relate to ´em Yeah, and I hate going down memory lane, but yeah, I gotta recognize this shit a part of my story But it´s a lot of shit I´m holdin´ in, I don´t recognize my friends, shit get scary at night Nowadays these niggas´ll turn you in, no matter if you kin, got a gut feeling that these niggas ain´t right Don´t fault me if I overdose off pills, take shots to the head Ho, don´t me leave alone, I feel scared And I been gettin´ sick a lot lately My time comin´ to an end, I´m just so tired of being patient
I said I´m gon´ leave these streets, but I can´t, I´m in too deep For the people gon´ hold me strong, but deep inside, I feel so weak Lost track of my days today, I don´t know which day it is of the week I can´t think and I can´t focus, don´t know the last time I was sleep I´m holdin´ on, I´m bein´ strong, that´s what I tell myself This music shit my therapy, that´s what I tell myself But ain´t no helping Majority of the time, I feel helpless When I do it for them, they say I´m real, when I do it for myself, they say I´m selfish I don´t know what´s real A broken soul, I´m healin´ still
All these niggas make me sick, they make me ill I just got off the phone with Ksoo, asked him how he feel He say it´s death or jail behind me, so I know it´s real (I love you, nigga) YBeezy up in feds, schedule videocalls Every time we get off the phone, I swear a tear fall Lookin´ at all my comments, I see RICO cases I just logged out of Instagram so I can situate these things All these blogs is posting shit Y´all the ones promote the shit All the good the nigga did, y´all don´t even post the shit But I ain´t sayin´ all this shit is y´all fault, oh I keep it real, I put myself at fault, oh
Hate puttin´ the internet in my biz, hate the way it escalated Why it feel when I scream who I smoke the only time I´m elevating? Why you know you so gifted when you´re dead and gone? I don´t know if I´m bound to make it home
Yeah, I ain´t on no sad boy shit, when I spit the shit, I bet the streets relate to ´em Yeah, and I hate going down memory lane, but yeah, I gotta recognize this shit a part of my story But it´s a lot of shit I´m holdin´ in, I don´t recognize my friends, shit get scary at night Nowadays these niggas´ll turn you in, no matter if you kin, got a gut feeling that these niggas ain´t right Don´t fault me if I overdose off pills, take shots to the head
Ho, don´t me leave alone, I feel scared And I been gettin´ sick a lot lately My time comin´ to an end, I´m just so tired of being patient
Hey, fuck the critics Hate when people tell me that they love me, lowkey they against me I just found the pieces to the puzzle, I´m the one who missing (I am) Nerve-wracking (Nerve-wracking), my mama nerves bad (My mama nerves bad) Rap or go off to college, he just lost his father His pops was like my pops, I told him that I got him Ayy, hold on strong, you hear me, lil´ bruh? Yeah Why everybody tend to fold when you need ´em? When they say they love me, I don´t believe ´em
I just caught a score Don´t try doin´ CPR ´cause I don´t have a heart Tryna focus on my future because my past is dark I got war wounds, it done left a scar And this pain the reason where we are
Yeah, I ain´t on no sad boy shit, when I spit the shit, I bet the streets relate to ´em Yeah, and I hate going down memory lane, but yeah, I gotta recognize this shit a part of my story But it´s a lot of shit I´m holdin´ in, I don´t recognize my friends, shit get scary at night Nowadays these niggas´ll turn you in, no matter if you kin, got a gut feeling that these niggas ain´t right Don´t fault me if I overdose off pills, take shots to the head Ho, don´t me leave alone, I feel scared
And I been gettin´ sick a lot lately My time comin´ to an end, I´m just so tired of being patient