To hand me money, they don´t understand I´m not broke, I´m just a broken-hearted man I know it See Ed, for Nuke and Bubba
See Rabbit and Tata and Tyana Y´all don´t know, I be like you know I´m saying? Going through motion, for y´all really
I´m so broken up inside, still I don´t ask for help When I embrace on how I feel, feel like it´s nobody there When I tell you how I feel, why I feel like nobody care? Lately I been in deep thoughts, my life been draining me
And I just been rollin´ (I just been rollin´) Tossin´ and turnin´ (Tossin´ and turnin´) I just been stressed out (I just been stressin´) My love is burnin´
Everybody that I love, I wish that y´all could see Take a minute out y´all shoes and replace it with me Y´all expect me to be strong, but I been feeling weak While y´all layin´ comfortable up in bed, I ain´t been gettin´ sleep I done did everything for everyone If I die today, nothing´ll get done With life, I´m ´posed to be at peace instead of worrying Even when I give my all for y´all, I try again Wake up every morning, I ain´t see nobody check on me Everybody wanna be around ´cause I got a check on me I can´t seem to win, y´all all put me at odds
Life ´posed to be easy, but y´all making it hard for me I can´t go no farther I ain´t been answering for my father Mama, get from out my ear, leave me alone I know it´s hard to accept the fact Trevon is gone (Let him go) My dogs calling me from jail, but I don´t wanna talk (I don´t) And I know it sound crazy, I been in my thoughts (Sound crazy) My body been overheating, I need to just take a walk (Fuck) I was down for two weeks, I was dealing with corona (Damn) They weren´t asking me how I was feeling, they was asking me for money (Everybody) I had a talk with all the guys, know this shit was moving funny (Ayy, look)
Even after I pay for all these lawyers, y´all know I need y´all help (Y´all know that) I spent money on everybody, but none for myself (Fuck)
And I just been rollin´ (I just been rollin´) Tossin´ and turnin´ (Tossin´ and turnin´) I just been stressed out (I just been stressin´) My love is burnin´
Thinkin´ ´bout how I feel, I´m gettin´ the chills (I´m gettin´ the chills) Dealing with post trauma, this shit real (This shit real) I can´t eat, I can´t sleep, I can´t breathe (I can´t) Normally, I can take control, but it´s just too much for me (Just too much for me)
Got some secrets I gotta tell Malik and 23 (Ayy, listen) Could´ve saved y´all daddy life and excused him from the beef Royale, I took in your daddy and brought him with me Malik, I could´ve encouraged your daddy football instead of the streets (I´m sorry)
And I just been rollin´ (I just been rollin´) Tossin´ and turnin´ (Tossin´ and turnin´) I just been stressed out (I just been stressin´) My love is burnin´
Backstreet and Tay Shotz (My dogs) We got closer this year, we all been through a lot (My brothers) And I got mad love for my dog Quise (My nigga)
We been out of touch and I know you miss YBeezy (I do too) Ayy, GMK, welcome to the industry (Ayy, welcome) Don´t forget the ones you love, don´t lose touch of the streets (Don´t do that) Sosa, slow down and be there for Riley (Riley) You know how it feel to grow up without a dad, just let her know you got her (Tell her again) Lackin and Breezo (Ayy) I told ´em smash the gas, I don´t give a fuck how this shit go (Skrrt) I´m just writing y´all all a letter, I´m letting y´all know I´m losing hope Goon, get from out your shell, I showed you the path where to go