(Turn me up, Josh) It´s the Life of Betrayal 2X Throughout all that shit, I want you to feel this (A-A-Ayo Bleu)
Pouring this drank inside my cup, boy, this ain´t no Actavis Young nigga in the street bad as fuck, I was just an active jit Right now on the corner with dope boys and all the savages I got up off my dick, got on my shit, tell me why y´all mad at this Oh, I, I don´t like the nigga next to me Oh, I reach for the sky like it´s next to me But I don´t know why, why God keep on blessing me And I don´t know why, the ones I love, they keep stressing me
Put it all on the table, remember times when I wasn´t able I was mad at the cable man ´cause they had cut off all the cable
Bridges burning, I had turned alone the table We was struggling bad, so we weren´t financially stable Oh, I shot so many times so I´ll never put my guard down I was an animal in these streets so they had sent me to the dog pound Sitting on a bitch but now I ball now Can´t depend on nobody, they let me all down I shot ??? they shut me all down Took a hundred out the bank and I broke bread with all my niggas I want the best for all the guys, it ain´t right if I don´t shine with all my niggas I´m a boss so don´t belittle me Won a lot of battles but I lost to the streets I lost some people who I wish was still here with me
Pouring this drank inside my cup, boy, this ain´t no Actavis Young nigga in the street bad as fuck, I was just an active jit Right now on the corner with dope boys and all the savages I got up off my dick, got on my shit, tell me why y´all mad at this Oh, I, I don´t like the nigga next to me Oh, I reach for the sky like it´s next to me But I don´t know why, why God keep on blessing me And I don´t know why, the ones I love, they keep stressing me
I still got questions for all the ones above I know you ain´t happy but do you wish you where we was
I know that things would be different Know how it feels to be down bad so if I lose I´ll survive I´m just so open on this mic, I know it, man, this pain come alive I watched this dope dealer sell dope to all the hood aunties They all be fiending so bad they´ll suck dick to support they needs I know a lady who took care of me grabbed my hand and begging please Told her I ain´t had nothing for her, she know I was lying, just too hard to believe But I don´t know why, why God made me the chosen one And I don´t know why, why I´m quick to put a hole in one But Lord knows I try, this title, I´m tryna hold it up
Can´t close my eyes, ´cause all my dreams, I got murder, mm
Pouring this drank inside my cup, boy, this ain´t no Actavis Young nigga in the street bad as fuck, I was just an active jit Right now on the corner with dope boys and all the savages I got up off my dick, got on my shit, tell me why y´all mad at this Oh, I, I don´t like the nigga next to me Oh, I reach for the sky like it´s next to me But I don´t know why, why God keep on blessing me And I don´t know why, the ones I love, they keep stressing me